God is holding us in His hands for the Ugly
Coming back to the end of our journey leads is back to the Ugly part of our lives, drugs alcohol and drama. This is not the place for a recovering addict and alcoholic! We was able to rent a RV spot for a couple of days (praise the Lord as it was upper 90s!) I felt a bit guilty as a know the homeless on the streets didn't have My luxury. I wasn't feeling strong, so I didn't search them out to see their needs because I know most of them here and would of been like Walking into a crack-house. They are wonderful people, bit are still stuck in their addictions. So for me to stay clean, I had to steer clear. And for that I double felt guilty. God had me in His hands as the first night we got to go to bible study! Then with no money or a place to park, and old friend from the Ugly let us park on his ranch. I was so nervous! Had bad dreams about using again, we were parked in the full sun, no electricity, 2 grand kids, very grateful for the safe place to park. That is when God called! He put it in the heart of a very dear sister from church, she out of blue, (not really, God had a plan!) she text me and offered to let us park on her ranch! Whoo-hoo thank you Lord! This wonderful lady also goes to Celebrate Recovery www.celebraterecovery.com A faith based recovery program for people with 'hurts,habits,and hangups' yep folks that's me, a broken addicted mess! Grandkids are back with mommy now, its just us and bandit held tightly in Gods loving arms! Thank you Father!!